Motivation is a strange thing. I started this blog because I was taken with the idea of writing about things that interested me and maybe the odd bit of social commentary. Now I have got the thing up and coded, I am at a loss for opinions on things (well not everything, I still love Penny Arcade) and can't seem to recall all the great ideas I was originally inspired by.
I put this down to 2 reasons. Firstly, I think the technical challenge of hacking around with PHP and MySQL was so alluring that I managed to convince myself of my desire to blog, when really I could've kept a very small notebook of my thoughts. I'm pretty sure I'm not the first to develop this fallacy. Secondly, I am suffering from a strange strain of performance anxiety. On one hand I'm a little nervous about people reading my words, and on the other I feel ridiculous because no-one is probably going to read them anyway. I'm sure I'll get over it.
In an attempt to dispel my unease, I will share with you (my currently imaginary reader) a glimpse of my new hobby. After getting a taste for free mp3s from the the likes of Napster and AudioGalaxy, I continually long for new sounds without handing over old money. I don't do this just to be cheap, I genuinely buy albums if I like the tracks I've heard from it (although this can go horribly wrong, shhh....). Recently I've found that record label websites can be a tremendous source of free music, and have begun building a collection of links to such sites. For example, look at the wealth of songs available on the polyvinyl site. I can heartily recommend the tasty morsels by Rainer Maria (try the marvellous Breakfast of Champions), and Sunday's Best.